So i decided to make my post today by writing on the train in between my castings. I hope you can read my writing. I love my phone and my journal book. Thank you so much charlie. They are one of the only things that are making me happy right now. Show season is so hard on everybody. I wonder how diane is holding up with her show schedule. I cant wait to meet up with her and catch up! I do not know what is better, being a journalist or model. I am not sure if it is harder running to the shows or to castings. At least if you are a journalist you do not suffer so much rejection.