ALESSANDRA FERRI

The daughter of Fabrizio came to see the shooting. she is one of the top prima ballerina's in the world and fabrizio ferri's wife.

i am sorry i havent been blogging. i have been blogging at fabrizio's blog: www.industria.blogs.com. what do you think? i am sooooooooo waiting around today. i still dont have my hair and makeup done and typepad isnt working from the phone. i dont know why. it's so frustrating. i will have to think of something to do soon cuz i will croak if i dont have things to keep me busy...aaaaaaaaah!

this video that we are shooting is going to be an exhibition during the milan fashion week with photos (we shoot the photos tomorrow) for all the beauty editors. very cool. seems i will be getting a lot of exporsure in milan soon. maybe i have to go back there and work there.

my agency called me from paris to say i have a casting on monday and a shooting that week and swiss tv wants to follow me around and film me about blogging and fashion for the upcoming lift. then i have to fly to digital world in munich...i will miss an important editorial for that...grrrr.

someone left a comment to me saying that my life seems very rosy and easy. well, let me tell you...last year was so totally painful that by the end of it i thought it's all over! i was ready to go live in a teepee in nature! then i was so lucky that my yogi gave me a new mind--a strong mind--a positive mind--and now my world around me is reflecting that. i didnt come from anything easy peasy. i wasnt born beautiful--kids in school thought i was ugly duckling and i didnt have friends. i didnt even have a date! it's a classical model story believe it or not (most models didnt have friends in school, didnt have dates, and werent considered pretty). everything i have i have worked really hard for. so put your noses to the grindstones and risk everything and BELIEVE IN YOUR SELF. it is in the end, the only thing that will make your world around you flourish. do you have ANY idea how much resistance i have gotten about remaking my image as a tech model, how much the fashion world turned their backs on me, my agencies said, dont mix the two...etc...then the tech world not taking me serious...i tell you, last year was like a salmon fighting upstream. and then, PUFF! all it takes is the right person with power to take a risk on you (like fabrizio ferri, like the 360fashion people) and PUFF...it starts like a chain reaction...now monica coppola wants in, so and so wants in....BELIEVE IN YOUR DREAMS.

when everyone walks left, and you feel to go right, go right. you will find friends along the way if you walk far enough and long enough. i am far from my dream and yet every day i am giving thanks...that the prosperity consciousness...my yogi said keep a gratitude diary. i am in my mind and soon i will write it down. even if all the world says no to me, i will do what i like, with money, without money, i will find a way. thank god for the blog, because if i didnt have friends via this site, i would surely feel so very very lonely. thank you for all your lovely comments. its so great.

ok...back to see if i ever get my bloody makup done...giggle...today i am shooting with one of the most famous photographer in the world!!! wooohoooo!!